Notes from my mind, fifteen years later~ Still Relevant, Real, Royal~

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Enthusiasm is what it takes to get out of bed.  This is the message I awoke with…Saw a reddish pillar in the sky which was a rainbow…one side of it.  Beautiful, popping through the misted sky and mountain.  Enthusiasm is also what it takes to assist someone with Divine Light~!

In last night’s dream I was going on a journey, alone.  I woke up with the word: Enthusiasm-that’s what it takes to accomplish whatever it is you wish to accomplish.

Tuesday, March 27,2007

Impermanence is the nature of life to assist us in not being so attached to whatever it is.  It also teaches us to build our treasure in heaven not in this world…That is why helping others is so valuable, a worthy use of your time and energy.

Moments of inspiration about the essence of life come in from many places…synthesized…planting the seeds of a living treasure within one’s consciousness.

It takes faith to plant a seed!  Faith that it will respond with life and answer your call…so too it takes Faith to have a dream, to create paradise within and without…Knowing that is the Creator’s Dream too!  It takes effort and also a “knack”.  The knack is a knowing that it is possible and can be done   The knack of awareness,  knowledge and  willingness.

Saturday before Easter, April 7, 2007

Reading the Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East…Trust in God and in Self.

Know the Beloved from the inside.  Write to Him~  Write to Him to see what happens.

Allow me to be a solid person…solid with God…stay awake…be kind…remember!!!

Sunday, April 22,2007

Becoming a solid person, a solid teacher, Beloved, mother, mother-in-law, friend, sister, writer, walker, swimmer, light-giver, gardener, Lover of the ONE Beloved.

May 20, 2007

Being still is the way of redemption…Being still allows the vibration of Peace to emerge and wave her wand over this landscape creating a benediction of joy of many colors.


Journal Entry on Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Last night, Jesse called!  He had just written a beautiful poem to me, for me, about me, his mother.  How moving,  I cherish this renewal in every cell of my being.

Deep purification…My back is heavy, behind the lungs, feels stiff and heavy.  I laid on Ke’e Beach for two hours yesterday…No momentum to walk up to the Heiau! Prayed for balance for all couples, individuals, and nature.

Tired, why so tired????  Cleansing the cells of toil that has forgotten its Source!  The Source of light, joy, charm, love is in the ONE…never to be forgotten~  THIS IS THE ONLY HEALING POWER, source of inspiration, movement, action, completeness.

Praise God~how to praise God in all things and remember the One through the Breath.  Take time for remembrance of the Source that nourishes you, strengthens you, makes you whole, keeps your back straight.


Journal Entry, Monday, March 20, 2007 SPRING SOLSTICE!!!

Journal Entry, Tuesday, March 20,2007 ~ Spring Solstice

Yesterday I took myself on an “Artist’s Date” to the Tin Man Bookstore and bought a book called Saints and the Enlightened.  Light from another dimension!  While giving Divine Light to a dear friend, her guides, whom she calls “the teachers” opened their eyes and looked at my chest area.  They said you must purify in order to ascend!!!  Powerful message, there!

Journal Entry, Wednesday, March 21, 2007

As I gave Divine Light last night, I was imagining creating a “screened in lanai “off of my bedroom. I wondered who could help me create this indoor-outdoor space?  Little did I know that  I hadn’t met these wonderful souls this time around yet.

Now  seven years later,  this dream is a reality I am  in a different home, in a different spiritual state, and a different part of the island.   This lanai  is my present sleeping, writing, and musing quarters.

 Sitting here now, as I reread this old journal entry,  and share it with you, I feel amazed!  I had completely forgotten and let go of it.  It stayed merged in the recesses of I , the soul, until now.

 Now it lives in this dimension too!!!  WAH Sweet Drama WAH!!!

Journal Entry of March 16, 2007~Night before Spring Vacation

Yes, I have been vacating a lot…in order to see what is going on behind the scenes of my life.  {Note from the future~looking back~this was before the days of meditation}

Going into my own insecurities, learning to accept and welcome “feedback” to grow.

Touchstone into your crystalline heart space of billowing light reflected and refracted by the multitude of relationships you have with your many students.  Strong, powerful intensity grows by daring to dive into the place reflected back by others.  Much of what you have received lately is encouraging…going forward into more delivery of self-esteem and inner knowing of who you are.

What is transpiring in your soul?  Deeper kindness and compassion…less judgement, thoughtful appreciation of students!

I wish to know myself well and to know others.  I wish to write to nourish myself and others.  Write of what???  Of my travels in consciousness!  Who would listen???

To Begin WIth: magic in the mundaneBefore the mind erases the traces of its own tracks upon time.

Courage is a Shining Star

Written in the Fall of 2006


Courage is  your shining star

embedded in an indigo sky.

Twinkling you a message that talks to the soul,

an eternal code known by heart.

Courage makes you willing to waltz into any situation,

with a smiling face

and a confident heart.

Courage is the fresh taste of dreams manifested.

Courage creates encouragement to woo

Heaven to Earth.

Hman with heart

edited on August 7, 2016

Love is the Doorway~A Universal Message

Love is the Doorway to Faith, and all things are possible unto those who love God!

Reality is not just what you know through the physical senses or through your education in one society and culture.
The only way to know true reality is by going within.

All ten laws re resolved into two commandments:

1. Thou shall love thy God with all they heart, with all thy soul, with all thy strength, and with all thy mind.

2. Thou shall love thy neighbor as thyself.

Love, actually is a fulfillment of the law. If you love others, you do not want to kill them or lie to them. Love is the key, and love is the law. It is love that releases us from all bondage of any kind. When you love someone, you do not see their faults, imperfections, and bad habits. You only see their goodness. To be detached is the perfect way. It does not mean that you shun others, it means that you rise above the shortcomings of others. You actually see people as wonderful, beautiful, healthy, and most of all, changing!

Reminisce, Remember, and Awaken

I, the Soul reminisce about places, not forgotten,

About the bliss I knew when we were

Children of an Immortal Age.

When we held in our hands the pages of wisdom writ

Straight from the Hand of God.

Directly showing us how to live

Upon the face of the Earth,

So as not to mar the delicate beauty

We would relish there.

Where Honesty and Soveignty reigned.

And thought was entrained with Holiness

 Straight from the Creator’s Brow.

An Honest Heart Becomes a Clean Heart

This piece was written fifteen years ago during a time of deep self reflection. And yes, honesty with the self cleans the heart so the original clarity of the soul may shine through.   I had just landed on the garden isle of Kauai. Mama Kauai often requires new arrivals to her sacred shores to do their “due diligence” to clear and elevate their vibration. This poem was in response to that call to acknowledge the old and welcome the new.


I ‘ve been decorated with old emotions in the style of “rustic resentment”.

Old emotions draped low, cut on the bias of self-centered living,
Without thought of another point of view.

Newness had entered slowly, cautiously…
Dimmed by clouded glass filtering out the Light.

Yet views of rich treasures of beauty and peace were hovering everywhere,
Waiting to be revealed to these “criminal eyes”, this parched Soul.

Can I hear You?
Can I see You as You are while
Immersed in these clouds of the past?

Must I keep coming up with the same conclusions
About myself and others,
When an honest glimpse of life, through Your eyes is so real, so simple.

Gentle rains soften and alter my old style.
Fluidity enters as the gentle rain and You
Wash away my sorrows, cleansing my sight,
Bringing in the New Day and the Promise of Tomorrow.

Remembering Peace

Remember  Peace.

As I wrote that  a moment of Silence was felt in the Heart and Soul of this World.


Being present with your Self is the Key to Remember.

As you tune into the highest realm, far beyond this one,

You can hear your Self from the inside.


Grounded in who you really are,

in another avenue of thought,

You can hear the breath of the eternal one who dwells there:

soundless, profound, and ever present.


This is the Peace that we all know from before the world could hear.